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July 22 UpdateDamn: In order not to forget Those bad things had happened arround me these days, i list a digest:
1) Failed in the Econonic Geography, the explanation of teacher is no sense, moreover, i don't agree with the teacher's opinion, anyway, i have to accept this bloodiness
2) Purse has been stolen when i went to Huizhou visiting my relative, including 900 yuan + ID card + Credit Card. How bad luck i am! It is extremely complicated to work out the ID card and credit card, it took me a large variety of menoy and time consuming
3) Go to the bad with the strange skin disease which made me sleepless,it is so itchy that i can't fall alseep, how can i get rid of the sucks.
4) The weigh is increasing. With the good living conditions, it is hard not to put my weigh up. Facing with the tons of tasty snacks, how can i keep the weigh not rising up quickily?
5) Mum quarrel with Dad frequency,they can't get well along with each other. Why can't they understand each other? Why can't they accept the shortcoming of each other?
LOL.Laugh out loud...Go to bed... July 07 7月7日。。。晴？ 此时此刻，除了累，还是累，这半个月来不断的啃书啃书，把人都啃疯了，还有那个慈爱的章校长，搞什么学术严谨，规定期末老师均不给复习范围，天杀的，又没叫你说考试重点，就连复习范围都没有，就整一本上千页的16开的专业书。平时我较少埋怨考试的但是这学期的复习实在太悲惨了，不得不吐吐苦水，不仅是身体上的折磨，更是精神上的摧残。我们的苦日子什么时候才能结束？考试题目那么刁难，没有选择题就不说了，就连名词解释，简答题，论述题也是百般刁难。确实，校方这次来真格的了，她们说是因为校长想争取当市长！竟然拿我们来当试验白鼠，真是苦了我们啊。虽然深大为学生非常着想，学生工作也很出色，我也确实敬佩学校2年来的变迁，美丽的文科楼，人性化的学习生活安排，还有民主，开放，宽容的学习生活环境。撇开这学期的考试，我 really fancy my lovely campus，学校宽松，友好的魅力无时无刻不吸引着我。似乎，走题了。算了，下周一还有2科，那2科结束也就意味着我的大二就这样偷偷的溜走了。这一年是那么地令人难忘，很高兴，在大学校园里生活地那么充实，艰苦的英语学习，曾经的迷茫与无措，还有天真的冲动，那种内心的成长方是令人感动的……
有的人说大学校园是那么的郁闷，颓废，无趣。我认为这主要要看个人，深大不算个很出名的大学，但可贵的是它提供给我们很多很宝贵的实践机会，上千上万中的社团组织，活动小组，项目比赛，班级活动；可爱的是它宽松，自由，人性化的生活校园，没有地方歧视，没有强弱比较，没有福穷区别，只要你努力争取，机会就会属于你，只要你不放弃；可敬的老师们不仅知识渊博，而且关注学生，不仅教导有方，而且努力进取。虽然我的成绩不算优异，但是我却无悔过去2年的校园生活，我感觉到自己学的专业知识仍是那么地肤浅，怪说不得人们说学得越多，越觉得自己知识浅薄，原来自己只知道这么一点点。。。。所以，在一般大学里，无分好坏，重要的看个人，我们要让自己不断进步。
确实很佩服自己，不是来吐苦水的么，怎么又写那些一直激励我的思想了，快放假咯，我想大家也肯定计划了怎么渡过这个难得的暑假了吧，毕业后，暑假也将离我们远去了。Blessing
感情生活，不知如何形容，像一碗糊粥，难道这就是我们梦寐以求的？确实，我不能改变一个人，只能不断地改变自己适应别人。因为改变自己容易过改变一个人。经常观察身边的情侣们，他们又是真的那么甜蜜么，大家还不是相互掩饰么，一直掩饰最终变成习惯，最后因为习惯还是离不开对方，最后还是因为怕自己受到伤害而离不开对方。女人心，海底针，确实很正确。有时很理性的自己也不解自己那么口是心非，确实男人来自火星，女人来自金星，我们是不可相互理解的动物，又是或许我跟他交流少。。。
写得太长也太伤你们的眼球了。废话到此为止，吐完苦水是好点了。。。。 July 01 Brand New DayIntroduction:
Even though having suffered from the painful final exams preparation, i can't help going here to writing down my truly deep feeling even at the midnight. Exhausted by the Tons of Books, I could rarely remember some essential principles in the books.
Main Contents:
(1) Emotion
Moreover, I feel i am becoming maturer and maturer day by day, not only in dailylife, study, relationship with freinds, but also my Love experience. It is He that let me start to feel and learn what is Love. In fact, sometimes, we argue, we don't feel wonderful when we are together, yet, No matter positive or negative feeling on me, I am experiencing seriously. It is really hard to get well along with the partner all the time, we couldn't help putting our anger or dissatisfaction on our lover..Anyway, i am still learning .....
(2) Study
Final Exams are coming soon...Two days later, and i will be Died! This semester, i have tons of stuff to review. The stuff is more tougher and touher to be understood. There are totally 11 subjects which i have to deal with...After 10th this month, i will be available, hence, i am dying to wait that day....
As to Toefl, i am sorry to say that i haven't focused on it recently, since i have to prepare for my exams, i know i have no excuse. It is my fault and bad habit, yet i am really tired of it...sucks....Sometims, i have no idea why i put too much pressure on myself, just a simple little lady, why not find a suitable job after graduation, living happily with my parents? What is the true reason going abroad? For better job, for higher salarly, but that is what i really want? The one who goes abroad for Master Degree is truly love Acdamic Study, he/she can bury his/her heart into study, not every campus student can bear the boring studying process. As to me, i have no idea, at the same time, i am exploring myself.
(3) Family
I hope my mum and dad living happily no matter what situation they are suffering from, they are my precious jewellery. I hope them happy all the time, i would rather suffer the pain in order to let them leading life happily.
Conculsion:
Everyone, life is not easy for me, the same for you, thanks for your attention to my space, i will bless you no matter where you are, who you are.....
Quotation:
Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.
-----Freud （佛罗依得）
May 23 、、下个不停的雨、、恩，又好久没用中文记录心情了，感觉有点别扭。
这几天的天气比较糟，不停地下雨。。。连人的心情也粘乎粘乎的，不是很爽！
刚刚又浏览了很多人的空间，无论是自己熟悉的还是不熟悉的（感觉好像在偷看别人的私隐），了解到很多发生在身边自己却不知道的事情，每个人都在快乐地过着自己的生活，我为你们感到高兴，大家的生活是如此的充实！
相对的，我感觉自己为了学习英语，失去了很多本应快乐的时光，看电影，逛街，甚至睡觉！一周七天的课应该不会累垮人吧。呵呵，有的人曾经跟我说过“你已经很充实的了，要知足常乐。” 但是人的欲望是无止境的，每个人都希望自己能向前发展。看到别人的，总会拿自己跟别人比较，郁闷！我应该有自己的生活啦。。扪心自问，我对于学习还没进入认真状态，做事也是三分钟热度，还有，犹豫不决，容易被别人影响也是很大的弊端。
这里12点30分就要宵禁了，很是可怜的我们。所以我也得闪人先。。 May 15 Diary ~ DairyFeel faint, depression(美国89－93年的经济萧条时间；低气压；低沉的心情）
I can't express the truly feeling after the courses in weekend, the only way to "appreciate" it is to experience yourself. I admire those who are just Senior 3 in high school and they are good at Toefl. How can they memorize so much especailly Strange and Profressional Vacabulary....I really feel faint with them, they are talktive and knowledgeable, the most essential point is that they are just Senior 3 students......I really admire them.
Having learned TONS of new words,i barely recall them now. To be frank, if i can't have strong determination to make it, i would give in these new words. They are useless, boring and hard to remember....I do Admire out teacher Eric...He is so professional that ....No word can describe him...As to New Oriental, i feel find up to now. Even though the methods are just so-so, i do learn some academic knowledge from there. And let me know my english is So Poor!
Gradually, i develop the interesting of learning new words, from biologyl, physics, meteologyl, chemistry, anthropology, archaeology, botany, anatomy and so on...
When i have free time, i would classify them .... go to Sleep... April 24 IBT(Internet Based Test)Hi there,
long time no see, my freinds! Having had New Toefl courses, i feel faint! Even though i am confident with my english, i feel upset by the new test....From 3:20-5:40,6:40-9:10 per saturday and sunday....Killing me!
Tonight, we had listening part, new changes from old toefl. 55 minutes extremely long, academic, professional conversation and lecture. The endless speaking, 35 mintues to listen and 20 minutes to choose the choice..Refer to every parts of academic including Business management, Life Science, Social topic, Art and so on..The most important point, you have to build up the capability of taking notes besides listening what they are saying. Quick repsonse is needed.Also, vacabulary is one of my weakness. Tell you what, i haven't started to reciting any vacabularly, as i said, the moment i pick up the Boring Book, i feel sleepy.LOL....
Anyway, thanks for Little Pig picked me up at the bus station tonight, and stands up for me purchasing my goal. I know he is fighting for his goal as well. Who not? So...Take action.What i do feel is hard to acheive my goal.
Also, my smart roommate Linda will have her 20 years birthday in May.19.....my light skin as well as crystal clever freind Fang Fang also will have her 20 years big day in May.16th...Happy Birthday to you guys!...... April 10 Failure...Never Give Up!Had had the caring test,i failed again.the bad feeling is disguising,i extremely hate it.Anyway,it is the failure that makes me stronger and stronger.I won't be defeated by it.WHo afraid who(谁怕谁)
Something bad had happened around me,i want to burst into tears,yet i know it is useless,i won't to be that weak.to be frank,the feeling of failure is hard to describe ,the only way you understand is to experience by yourself.Please forgive me,i want to be happy as i did,however,i can't.i always talk to myself:Never Give Up! Be persistent! Yet~~~~
Anyway,now that the result is unchangeable,why i can't face it honestly.Forget it.Nothing can stop me but myself.I won't stop the fighting....
It is ridiculious!i always comfort others,this time,i couldn't comfort me on my own? I feel guilty to my parents,it ls I that let them down and disappointed,even though they understand me!
In order to prepare for this car testing,i had skipped tons of courses,i thought i would pass this time,However,the result is out of my expectation.
Last,i will turn the grief into strength,i will catch up with my study,bury my heart into study.No more wasting time! March 30 Beyond one's wildest dream?Hi there;
Finally,the weather turned to be Shine,no more raining.
 I feel ashame that i did bad performance in English Class this morning,i had no courage to put my hand up to speak out my opinion,maybe i considered too much about others.did they think i am too aggressive,or i want to get well along with Mr Hu in order to get good mark? anyway,i missed the opportunity to explore my oral.i hadn't seize the chance,the flash chance.....what a shame!
Having spent tons of time surfing others' space,i am amazed that they are all excellent,everybody has their own things to do,everyone is creating their lives fully...Fantastic+Fabulous+Gorgeous,no words can express all the charm of them,the only way to appreicate them is to experience by yourself.Get out there and explore the new world...
Learnt lots of new words without using them, i seldom remember them,i have made up my mind,i will use them from time to time,also i will type them that i think are necessary here: Important=Essential=Indispensable=Vital
By the way,In order to accomplish your goal:
Be prepared to win;
Never stop learning;
Believe in yourself,even when no one else does;
Find a way to make a difference
March 27 绵绵细雨小记
周一下午，刚上完无聊的经济地理回来，一路上的绵绵春雨令我感觉到春的气味，牛毛般的细雨拍打在绿色雨伞上，夹杂着浓浓的春土气味，你会情不自禁地想去沉浸在这无声的世界里，一个人静静地从文科楼走到紫薇斋，一个人悄悄地欣赏挂满露珠的光秃秃的树枝，原来我已在这美丽的校园里生活2年了，时光如剑，岁月如梭。想想自己在这里已过了一半的日子。即使每天走着同样的小路，宿舍，文科楼，饭堂，又回宿舍，3点几线地来回走动啊，我还是很享受这种生活啊。上上课，听听老师授受经，再结结几个“损友”，在宿舍上上网……毕竟学生的生活还是很惬意啊。老实说，我还是很恐惧外面残酷的现实，那种虚伪的现实令我反感，表面上大家相亲相爱，却在背后……那样该多累！
突然的小感，呵呵，自己也才二十出头啊，思想就象个老太婆啊，总感觉做得太完美的人会很累的，有时会很想抛开一切负担……又在发梦咯。
英语学习之路，路漫漫其远修兮！问了很多外国人啊，但是结果不如意啊。特别是我们这里的外教，他们即使那里有认识的人也会鼓励你Do It Yourself! 所以，我想我还是偷懒不了了啦。
突然很想很懒很懒很懒，或许是天气的原因，或许是没有回家的缘故，或许是自己真的需要休息一下吧。^_^。其实自己没有很努力地学习啊，而且也才刚开学不久咯。
看啊，紫薇里都挂满了湿湿的衣服啊，密密麻麻地都粘在一起了，还散发着丝丝味道哦，看来大家的衣服都……我的一条洗了2天的牛仔裤静静地挂在衣架那好久好久了，什么时候它才会干呢？天气什么时候才会好转而不是总是苦着脸呢？
希望太阳公公快appear!!!
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