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March 16 I am growingTonight, i had a little argument with him who doesn't know me, to be frank, i don't know him as well, we are totally different peopel, which we can't stand each one of us. I was supposed to have a peaceful supper with him in friday evening. Believe it or not, we were totally screwed up with each other, he didn't like my topic and so did i. What's worse, we kept no talking during the long way to restaurant, no words but pissed emotion. Although we finished all the dishes, i didn't feel satisfied at all. I am not a good grilfreind, and he is not the Mr right i am keening for. I have no idea that why i found him one year ago, i have no clue that why we keep this tough relationship so agony. I have no idea! However, what i really knew from tonight is that we have no chance or even possibility to together, that is what i really sure about! I know him and he knows me as well, we all know we are just cheating ourselves so that we would not get hurt after the broken. What i really learnt is that it is extremely tough for lovers to keep steady relationship with each other, not even mention the old couple, how can they bear their partners for such a long time? OMG, maybe i am too rational to be fall in love with someone until i become mature. Now, i could not devote all my heart and time to that one, i know i has tremedous to deal with, not the love, i pretty sure. Moreover, i would not give up purchasing my goal because of someone i don't think he is signifucant to me.
One of my freind said i am selfish and i would hurt him horribly. Maybe, i am, however, i didn't expect too much from him, i wouldn't beg him buying precious things for me, i wouldn't ask him devote himself to me. What i always tell myself is that only me could save myself. I couldn't image what is his reaction if he saw this article.
Anyway, it is better to change topic, right? Life is life, i should not bother by this fussy tiny little thing, that is not me! I do appreciate financial accounting professor Ben from College of Economy. He teaches not only fundamental accounting principles, but also life attitudes. He told us numerous life experience from his life, asking us doing things step be step, don't push yourself. Everything should have its rules and procedures, including life. Sometimes, you desire tooo much and you get nothing but upset feeling. Comments (1)
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